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[01 May 2005|03:53pm]
treetreetree
I need a new start, if I added you there already, please add me back, if I didn't, please don't bother. </DI
6 Kirstin is KIKIKI

[01 May 2005|03:24pm]
gawwwwd.

[01 May 2005|01:21pm]
FRIENDS CUT. IF I DELETED YOU, IT'S BEACUSE I NEVER READ YOUR ENTRIES.
OR YOU PISS ME OFF.
NOTHING PERSONAL.
I ROCK.
5 Kirstin is KIKIKI

[27 Apr 2005|05:04pm]
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Mais Oui,Collapse )
15 Kirstin is KIKIKI

"YOU'RE SO DEAD LATLEY" [26 Apr 2005|09:35pm]
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my walls are so blank.

IT'S TUESDAY. IT'S THE 26TH OF APRIL 2005. AND IN 4 YEARS I'LL BE STARTING MY IB. MY SOUL REASON OF LIVING FOR THE PAST, WELL, AT THAT POINT IN TIME, 18 YEARS.
&I'M ALREADY ####### SCARED.
I HAVE THIS LITTLE ITCH, THIS RANTING ITCH, THIS ITCH THAT SAYS "COME ON KIRSTIN, BITCH BITCH BITCH!" BUT NO...I DON'T THINK SO. I THINK I SHOULD JUST ACCEPT THAT I CAN'T STAND HER, THEM, AND MOVE ON. ACCEPT THAT I WILL NEVER BE SKINNY AND THAT MY SKIN WILL NEVER BE PERFECT AND THAT I WILL ALWAYS HAVE POOFY HAIR (well technically that can be altered). AND ACTUALLY, I LOVE MY POOFY HAIR, SO THAT'S OKAY.
MY LAPTOPS SO HOT IT'S BURNING MY KNEES, TODAY IN PE IT WAS SO HOT THE GROUND WAS BURNING THROUGH MY SHOES. &I THOUGHT MY FEET MIGHT SET FIRE. &THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN UNBELIEVEABLY COOL. YOU HAVE NO IDEA.
&YOU KNOW WHAT? I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. I DON'T CARE THAT HE'S DEAD. I DON'T CARE THAT I CANT SAY WHAT'S ON MY MIND.
I STILL CARE ABOUT HIM, OF COURSE I DO, BUT IT WAS A CHOICE HE MADE AND THAT'S FINE. BUT I HAVE TO MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE, AND PAST THE CHUNKY MONKEY ICE CREAM.
BEACUSE THAT'S NOT REALLY DOING ME ANY FAVORS.
I WENT TO SAMS TODAY, WE HAD A SPOON BATTLE. &I LEARNT HOW TO COOK.
I AM GOING TO GET THE WORST COMPUTERS GRADE EVER, A 2, WHICH UNLESS YOU GO TO UWC YOU WONT KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS, BUT I'M REALLY TOO LAZY TO GO IN AND FINISH MY WORK. I'M TOO LAZY TO GO TO MY CELLO LESSONS. I'M TOO LAZY TO GET OFF MY FREAKIN BED AND TURN OFF MY STEREO.
CAPITALS...
I REALLY REALLY LIKE THIS GUY. IT'S ONE OF THOSE CRUSHES THAT STARTS OFF REALLY GOOD AND BUBBLY AND LOVEY, BUT ENDS UP WITH ME FEELING LIKE ####. LIKE MUSH. WITHOUT HIM EVEN KNOWING MY NAME.
BAH HUMBUG.
7 Kirstin is KIKIKI

[26 Apr 2005|06:58pm]
Wow wow wow wow wow. He is too beautiful.
8 Kirstin is KIKIKI

I DONT NEED YOUR DIRTY AIR TO BREATHE; [25 Apr 2005|04:50pm]

I'm actually going insane. For real.
I called his house last night, just woke up&called. #########, I actually thought he'd pick up.
Dream on.
I didn't even manage a "Can I talk to Matt?" before I got a "Kirstin, go back to sleep."
12 Kirstin is KIKIKI

[24 Apr 2005|05:15pm]
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Grounded, once again. I'm always ####### grounded. I badly need a rant, but I'm busy with my mood swings to get up the effort to type. 5 minutes ago I was skipping around my house, and now I'm wallowing in self pity.

I'm so glad I left Tanglin. Finally, it's sunk in, that I'm over it all. That I don't miss it anymore. That I don't need to hear it's gossip to make me feel better, to not feel so left out.
And it's so great.
21 Kirstin is KIKIKI

[19 Apr 2005|07:55pm]
Buggering ####### hell. I'm taking up space on your friends page.

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####### suicide notes. How the hell did you work out the us postage system? One is honestly enough.
Ergg, I cannot ####### think straight. My head is all: mat, bunnyboy, judy. #### you all.
11 Kirstin is KIKIKI

[18 Apr 2005|10:12pm]
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I got his note today. I burnt it. Goodbye Mat.
The butterfly feelings are back. Bonjour heatbreak.
10 Kirstin is KIKIKI

[17 Apr 2005|10:19pm]
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15 Kirstin is KIKIKI

[17 Apr 2005|04:49pm]
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12 Kirstin is KIKIKI

[16 Apr 2005|06:55pm]
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Ryan Sheckler is now worshiped by me.

Well, this is nothing new, once more the joy of being grounded has graced my weekend, and will for the next few. It all depends really, on how long it takes to worm out of it.
It's odd though, I can walk out my gate&disapear for an hour or two, &no one cares, or notices. I have decided I prefer to 'skate' barefoot, my feet are burning, &a completley different skin tone to the rest of my body. Fun, fun, fun.
Only 62 days till summer.
30 Kirstin is KIKIKI

[13 Apr 2005|09:52pm]
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29 Kirstin is KIKIKI

[10 Apr 2005|09:06pm]
On with the photo's...Collapse )
19 Kirstin is KIKIKI

[09 Apr 2005|12:08pm]

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27 Kirstin is KIKIKI

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